Two parents taken by cancer within a heartbeat, life slipping through grasping hands, and the future dissolving into a distant dream — Liquor In A Teacup by Haeven explores what it means to wake up beneath clear hopeful skies while swallowed by bitter grief, a sensation as absurd as drinking liquor from a teacup.
The song delves into the emotional turbulence of life, capturing the feeling of being overwhelmed, lost, and constantly battling inner demons. It reflects on the cyclical nature of struggle, where time feels distorted under the weight of sorrow, and life’s burdens become nearly too heavy to bear.
Despite the bitter moments and a consciousness of one’s demons, the lyrics reveal a deep yearning to survive, with moments of clarity where hope flickers in the distance. There’s an acknowledgment of poison – both literal, through the alcohol, and symbolic, through the emotional baggage. Yet, the resolve to keep moving forward for the sake of the memory of loved ones highlights a subtle strength.
The recurring metaphor of a “hiccup like a time bomb”, however, underscores the fragility of this stability, and hence the juxtaposition of vulnerability with resilience creates a powerful emotional narrative.
In the end, the song serves as a candid reflection on navigating life’s unbalanced nature while struggling with trauma, loss, and the search for purpose.
Memorable Lyrics
“Too slow, too fast. No money but we live large. Too much to ask. They say take your time but you no fit come last”
“I get out of bed because Im betting on my mama. (I) got to be ace at failing cause I’m feeling like a winner but the booze (is) the only thing that’s taking care of all the trauma. (I) know that this is poison, this is poison for my liver , but my mind already cast.”